is e for effort or is it e for (effort-effort)?

I am thinking of something that will make my day happy. Something that could cheer me up.

Does still my effort counts? or my effort is nothing?

 I remember A**** talking yesterday while  were on the “carinderia” ^_^

“sayang ang effort dito, kahit ibigay mo lahat..parang walang ….”

I didnt think about it that much yesterday but since the “exam” result was there na,..

I know someone will call me today at this day, later and anytime today. and will ask me.

“What happened?Why did you fail?What are we going to do?Jhane jhane jhane…”

Hmmm… yep.. I think I am the only d3vb33 that didnt passed the exam on the first take..on the second and

maybe..on the third.. who knows?! I wish I wasn’t here.. I wish.. I wish.. I just wish..

Enven I think that things are getting right, things might get right.. still I’m not ok and I won’t end up

everyday without crying.. without thinking of  things that make me feel so stupid.. hmmm.. I wish they

changed my d3vt3am.. I wish I wish..

destiny.. [LSS]

“what if i never knew
what if i never found you
i never had
this feeling in my heart

how did this come to be
i dont know how you found me
but from the moment i saw you
deep inside my heart i knew..”

Couple of words that haunt me.. I love hear it playing while I’m thinking of the one i love the most. I just stop for a while..hmmm.. while saying “i dont know how you found me..”

Eventhough we fight almost everyday on the entire relationship.. until now.. and I know until forever.. things might not always be good, but there were certain things that I am sure.. that is.. the only thing whose worth fighting for is us..

I am happy, in love and good.. I am very happy knowing things I have and things he has are shared in the relationship.. and this.. is the best thing I ever had in my whole life.. I always be thankful for this love, this relationship..and for him..

LSS (love you daddy)

I’ve been awake for a while now
you’ve got me feelin like a child now
cause every time i see your bubbly face
i get the tinglies in a silly place

It starts in my toes
makes me crinkle my nose
where ever it goes i always know
that you make me smile
please stay for a while now
just take your time
where ever you go

The rain is fallin on my window pane
but we are hidin in a safer place
under the covers stayin dry and warm
you give me feelins that i adore

It starts in my toes
makes me crinkle my nose
where ever it goes
i always know
that you make me smile
please stay for a while now
just take your time
where ever you go

What am i gonna say
when you make me feel this way
I just……..mmmmmmmmmmm

It starts in my toes
makes me crinkle my nose
where ever it goes
i always know
that you make me smile
please stay for a while now
just take your time
where ever you go

I`ve been asleep for a while now
You tucked me in just like a child now
Cause every time you hold me in your arms
Im comfortable enough to feel your warmth

It starts in my soul
And I lose all control
When you kiss my nose
The feelin shows
Cause you make me smile
Baby just take your time
Holdin me tight

Where ever, where ever, where ever you go
Where ever, where ever, where ever you go�

a neverending kiss..

After we had a dinner at Max’s last night, we went to the apartment so we could talk about our troubles in relationship. I thought it would be just a usual talk and a usual hugs and kisses, but it wasn’t. My ( husband ) and I had a very very nice kiss and it was amazing. I didnt experience much about that since he was not that “naughty” to do it. He started kissing me at my nose, and started doing naughty gestures, he went over me and kiss me that hard. (I feel so nervous!) We did the kiss for about 5minutes and it was so amazing. It was not just a simple kiss, it is a kiss from someone who loves me that much too.

Hmmm.. I didnt expect that moment! Kissing someone whom you really love the most is one of the most expensive experience a person could ever had. All I know now is I love you! and I will always be happy with someone who loves me too..